Purely Gibberish

Boleh tak berangan kamu nyanyi lagu ni utk saye???

CINTA~~~

--sebab bliau pelat, maka lirik tu agak tak btul. Tapi sebab comel saye mahapkn la kamu encik Tae Kyung!!---

lirik sebenar:

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words, hold my hand
In other words, darling, kiss me

Fill my life with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you..

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*nak cakap banyak sebenarnye tapi lepas abis berangan nnt la*

Labels: life, love, movie

Tibe2 rase nak makan sushi. Hmm..sedapnye..

Tinggal satu minggu lagi kat MGH.

Tinggal enam episod je sebelum YAB abis.

Bosannye.

Ni yang rase nk buat skendel musim sejuk lg ni. Hahaha~

Tapi kalo ikutkan since second year, mmg every winter mesti ade skendel. Takbleh blah tul. Membuatkn aku rase dreadful gle stiap kali winter datang. Haishhhhh! Ble takde skendel br ni, mula la nk igt skendel2 lame. Ape2pn aku harap mereka(i.e. mangsa2 skendel saye/saye mangsa skendel mereka??) berbahagia selalu ~~buat jahat dibalas jahat, ingat yee~~..

Aku mmg selalu doakn yg terbaik utk sume orang, tak kira la yg jahat atau baik(uwek uwek). Wohoho..tibe2 terigt ayat diri sendiri kepada Encik Baju Biru (skendel lame yang hampir berputik smule), "Bless my kind heart..I know I am such a good person". Kalo kitorg duduk kat dunia anime musti dier dah tergolek jatuh dari tempat duduk dier dan gelak guling2 ble dengar ayat tu. Haha... Tapi kat alam ~~dan~~ manusia ni, dier cume gelak dengan sopan santun je la.. Hei Encik Baju Biru, saye mmg baik ape! At least saye takla mengaku saye suke awak pastu peluk awak sampai awak rase serba salah. Ok la tuh sebab saye cume imagine saye buat camtu jer. Waaahh meliarnye imaginasi..

Hoii rupenye banyak shaitan kat keliling niii...

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Lately sume kate aku dah BERISI (kata ganti yang sopan utk mengatakan aku dah GEMUK). Salah ke gemuk sket? Tak comel ke? I rase I comel je! (kenapa, salah ke kalau saya tak sedar diri??). Haihh... *memicit lemak di pinggang*

Haihhh..

Takbleh buat cheesecake la sampai thn depan..

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Oh...bosannye....

Tetibe teringat ayat lazim yang slalu cakap kat mama bile dier mula bukak topik feveretnye 'Adik Takde Sape2 Ke?'.

Jawapan wajib saye, "Sape yang masuk meminang adik dlu, tu la dia bakal suami adik. Adik terima je kini dan selamanya" (ok, part kini dan selamanya tu overstatement melampau). Apepn nk cakap kat cni, camne kalo yang masuk meminang tu..

#Pakcik tua berusia 40 ++ tahun?

#Encik yang gatal nk tambah koleksi isteri yang ke-empat?

#Duda anak tiga?

#Pakcik boroi dengan pinggang berukur lilit 60 inci setengah?

TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh baikla lepas ni takkan jawab camtu la kat mama. Wohoho!

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Oh bosannyee...

nak balik rmh n buli Mokmon

Labels: attachments, food, life, love

Happy Birthday dear INTAN!!!

Saye tidak tahu mengarang sajak yang sedap dibaca..so I cilok one from the internet for u! =D

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.
So happy birthday to you Intan,
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!
By Karl Fuchs

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To dear Najmi,

I ate all the tofu. Why didn't you bring any to Sligo??! Aigoo....ini konspirasi utk menambah berat badan sayakah? (as if tofu can cause weight gain)

I enjoyed every bite..nyummm...Teehee... =)

Labels: friendship, love

Internet Yang Sengal Menggigit - Rindu Di Hati Juga Mula Menggigit

Yes, it's that time of the year (again) when our internet connection would misbehave like a little brat. We're so used to it, right girls? *start pulling hairs and scream*

ANTM cycle 11, McKey WON! Yesssss~ I've been rooting for her from the very beginning and I just love her stunning tomboyish look (I love Majorie and Analeigh too..but, ohh well). Whatever others might say, I still think McKey deserve to win! *clap*clap*

I WANT to go to Salthill tomorrow and take pictures. Yeah! ~~Tolongla, tau je sebenarnya nak pegi shopping kat town.~~

Rindu mama...rindu papa...rindu along...rindu duwah...rindu abang..rindu mokmon.. ~~rindu K?~~

Hmm..suddenly I come to realize that my phone has been 'dead' since last night...no more of those text messages that would instantly lit up my face and make me smile. I really don't like this feelings. Missing someone terribly and not knowing whether that person misses you too. Boohoo~ (mesti dia sudah lupa pada saya yang tidak significant ni).

Jika namanya perempuan, hati yang keras seperti berlian pun akan luluh lebur jika sudah tertaut.

~~Baru satu hari kena tinggal, sengal betul.~~

Saya mahu terbang pulang!!!

p/s: Please don't laugh at me for being sentimental.

Labels: love

Of Life, Friendship and Love

Trip to Germany had lead to many good things.

Of Love
I have finally found the so-much-needed inner peace - I now firmly believe that I am worthy of ~~someone~~ something better. I was so surprised that in the end I did not cry in front of him as I've had expected/feared for so many days. Our meetings had actually calmed the anguish I've had over these few months. I no longer hate myself unnecessarily - used to blame myself for being so immature and indecisive. And neither did I accuse him responsible for keeping me in the dark all these while - for letting me go when I needed him the most. In the end it was for the best. Time for me to look ahead and leave the past as it is. I wish him all the best for the future. Selamat berbahagia dengan teman hatimu! =)

Of Friendship
I had Isyqi for myself (finally!!) for three days. We exchanged stories and tales - about her, him, me, us, our Mr seventy-percents, them and everything under the sun. How I wish time would stop there and then so we could continue chatting. How I wish I could just stay there a bit longer. The countless trips to Aldstadt, the walk in the park, that spontaneous decision to go to Bamberg, all the shared laughter and wishes. Enormous amounts of secrets finally unburdened from our shoulders. I will treasure each and every little moment we spent together. Isyqi, I love you to bits. Thank you for the "doof tasse" and that special something inside - discovered hours after I arrived home. Thank you for spending countless hours with me, if only you'd knew how precious I felt each time you smiled at me. If only you'd knew how hard it was to climb on that train and leave you behind. Saya sayangggggg kamu Isyqi!

Of life
Many things I've discovered - about life generally. All these while I thought I'd never move on and too hard headed to change anyway. Many feared that this trip would drag me back to the endless black hole of misery; or at the very least crushes my pride to pieces. It did none. I realised that I've matured to yet another level and I owe it to everyone around me. Thank you Allah for sending Your love through these people. (To Aimee and Najmi: I WOULD definitely remember all of you in 50 years time - InsyaAllah kalau tak kene Alzheimer - that's how significant you guys are!) I can't believe all the advices that got into my stubborn head. Terima kasih semua!

So in summary I am HAPPY, contented, grateful, BLESSED and so much LOVED by everyone around me but usually I am so self-centered to realize this. Sorry.

Saya saaaayaaannng kamu semuaaaa!!

Labels: friendship, life, love, trip

In German

N: Ohne Dich ist alles doof
K: mit ihnen ist alles wundervoll

*yeay*

Meine Liebhaber?

These could mean nothing OR these could mean everything. Please pray for me everyone =)

Labels: love

Anybody There?

If only you knew how I hate these uncertainties.

Should I ask you or should I not?

As I come to realize these feelings would you not feel them too?

I thought we've been walking along these same lane or did you just let me walk here on my own?

That's why I think I'm better left alone.

But if you were to ask me now, I'd say I do.

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p/s: Oh I am such a drama queen! LoL

Labels: emo, love

Wrapped up in Love and Blessings

In my room drinking coffee, listening to Etta James' At Last. Beautiful song. Tender and sweet serenading voice. Blissful moment.

Thank you to all the people who wished me 'Happy Birthday'. I sincerely LOVE each and every one of you.

p/s: Lets go out together next Friday after OSCE/MCQ~

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Little that I realized, later that evening I was showered with more UNEXPECTED gift of love. Thanks Intan, Aimee, Najmi, Amira, Belle, Hani, Liyana, Idah, Jali and all the rest of the girls and boys who made d' 23rd as my happiest birthday ever!! *hugs*

Labels: friendship, love

To Love You More
Celine Dion

Take me back into the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go....you know you'll break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything that you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

Mood: emo
Weather: Winterish summer
Love: in Vain
To do list: one case report, SPM essay, CNS patho for revision class...arghhhh

Labels: love

Will You Marry ME? =)

I had the funniest dream last night. I was getting married with Mr. MR (a consultant in UCHG)!!! Hahahaha...it never crossed my mind that I will have a cheesy kind of dream involving a person I respected so much. Hahahahahaha...

But to think it over, I like the feelings that I had in the dream. I REALLY loved him - I was truly head over heels for Mr MR! When I woke up, I still remember that feelings quite well and they sort of lingering around until now.....which means I am still somehow feeling quite in love with Mr MR....teeheee. Maybe if I were to see Mr. MR today, I might accidentally blurted the 'L' word out to him. Ohhh..that'll be the most embarrassing scene of the year.

Hahaha...I am becoming random each day. Wonder what will I dream about tonight~ =)

Anyway, out of pure boredom and spontaneity, I went out with Ayesha yesterday. Destination : Galway city centre. We met with N and R in 'KebabKlub'. This unexpected meeting proved two things:
1) The best way to kill time is by going to the city center
2) Unfortunately the city center is so small that we kept bump into each others faces - but this doesn't necessarily means that I hate bumping into people (it could be fun sometimes)

When we met them, R was actually thinking about buying himself a 'Wii console' + 'Wii fit' which are currently bundled up together in one neat package that only cost 319.00 Euros - available in GameStop (50/50 percent chances that he might not buy them).

N kept persuading him to the 'Wiis' - so that they could have some fun playing them at home.

My hungry stomach persuaded me to order the delicious chicken kebab and thirst-quenching-7Up.

But the conversations quickly turned into a heated political debate and discussion about current situations in Malaysia, etc.

R bought the 'Wiis' in the end.

I bought Palmolive shower foam and TRESemmé hair mask in Boots for three quarter less the usual price.

Yeeee~..everyone's happy I guess :)

p/s: they said dreams often reflect inner desire....woohoo...'marriage', moi???

Labels: life, love

Should I Give Someone a Call?

For whatever reasons, I was unable to write much over this couple of weeks. It's not that I don't have the time or lacking ideas what to write on. I have loads of things to share but everything is just well drafted - in my head. Inevitably, all those fun stories and sweet memories end up forgotten and deleted from my cerebrum - (along with the formula to calculate velocity of a moving object in a given time which last I heard of was during Mr. Gary's physics class in the year 2004).

Haha..I feel ancient.

Anyway, my trip to Finland was thrilling, full of breath-taking-ly beautiful sceneries that fed my eyes and camera, FUN and super-duper-adventurous; highly recommended for those who wants to put their physical & mental endurance to the test. Linda was the best person to travel with (she's so well prepared!) - plus she has the upperhand for being Finnish (and a local student) in term of communication(very important) and transport fees. Unfortunately I had to pay the full price for almost everything - and I am completely broke until next month...boohoo..

Sunset in Korvala & Linda

Korvala, Finland

Cork Games - Netball - we beat all the other 5 teams - won every single game. End up as champion. Hahahaa. Should I elaborate more about it? Naaahh...I'd better not, because in the end you would say I overemphasized the whole point. Drama..DRAMA....hahahaaaa

Galway Team

The most important thing was that my dear darling Isyqi came over all the way from Germany to join in our team (our own secret weapon by the goalpost *wink*wink) - and Isyqi purposely left her things at my place so that she has a valid reason to come AGAIN! (though that puts me as the second next reason for her next visit!) Nevertheless..........yeeeeeee~~ I'm looking forward to seeing you!! =) =) =)

So in summary;
Attachments: two case reports in three weeks...ahhhhhhhhh......................
Classes: interesting, but somehow failed to tempt me
Financial status: read the above sentence (in bold)
Love-life: dead as usual
Mood: Wicked

"Work spares us from three evils: boredom, vice, and need."

Voltaire

..ohh, seems I don't need to call anyone because I have loads of work to do! =)

Labels: friendship, life, love, trip

Trip Around the World.

I am off to Finland in 19 days!~ How cool is that? I don't know 'bout ye but I've been wanting to go there ever since I found out about Kimi Raikkonnen. Hahaha! And the reason that I want to go to Germany(and have been there 3 times now) when I was 16 is because I am a big fan of Michael Schumacher and Nick Heidfeld! So unimaginative - I KNOW~! I better not fancy anyone from...err.. heh, nevermind.

Anyway, I am not about complaining after the exams so far. Honestly, I am not doing VERY well but you could never penalized the system for their INABLILITIES (??) to ONLY include questions on the topics you've read about. It's about fairness isn't it?
So, stop whining and study harder! (reminder to oneself)

Off topic: I used to fancy Prince William (yeah, him being A gorgeous PRINCE and always outshine his 'lil brother) but lately I began to admire Prince Harry even more..just because.
Oh, does that means - my next destinations to visit should include Buckingham Palace? Hehehehe..People kept giving me the same "utter-shocked" look whenever I said I haven't been to London. I know London is just an hour away by plane. It's not that I didn't want to go, it's just...just...just because.

Hope everyone will have a great March =)

If only I could get my hands on that D80..

Peace.

Labels: camera, exam, love, trip

LOOSING SENSE and defence

I know I've been less dramatic lately, maybe due to the fact that I am still not recruited to any movie production after showing my fullblown talent on "LADIES NIGHT". ( I am still loud though- I think it's encoded in my XX chromosomes). Having to live in serenity the past few months, I somehow managed to forget how's it like to feel the evilness in my soul. Alas, this tranquility doesn't last that long. I finally went down last night. The devil that had been banging on my door since a fortnight ago had finally found a secret key and manage to gain entry and poison my poor heart- I went down like a complete moronic slave to my own rage - and felt like a complete fool. I can still hear the devil laughing...

Trying to mend the wound, I've caused another. I am a total mess. I should be left alone to live in a desert. Haihh..

But I want a baby - first. (what???)

Okay, today I found out that my two other bff are PREGNANT!!!!!!!

And I am nowhere near getting myself a husband. Ouff, I sounded desperate but could not care less. I WANT A HUSBAND OF MY OWN!!! Haha.

Point taken everyone? What are you waiting for?? Help me find one SOON!

p/s: please make sure that he is willing to live with me in the desert.

Labels: life, love

Distance Makes The Heart go Wander?

I guess, yeah.

Labels: love

It was obvious that I was intrigued by the truth. Profoundly upset. Tears became my new best friend, my new salvation...the only reminder of yesterday. Tears that keep dragging me deep down in this emotional black hole.

Why? You might ask. Everything remains the same between you and me. Nothing will ever change.

Why? I might ask. Why now when I have give all my love to you. Why now when I am dependent on you for everything that I am. Why now when I had no one to turn to but you. Why?

You said you felt unburdened when you let me know. When you had told me the truth, you felt at ease.

What about me? The truth you told made me felt I've lost the person that I knew all these while. All these years doing almost everything together...made me doubt had you been truthful about everything; all those moments that we've shared are they for real?

Am I being selfish? Coward? Unjust? Unfair?

Tell these eyes that are crying..tell them why.
Tell this heart that is aching...tell it why.

Labels: friendship, life, love

So What?

Oh, I am Still Not over Him - YET. But I am sure I will, someday. =)

Anyway, still struggling with everything in school.

Currently I am so angry with myself for being super LAZY. I wouldn't even walk to the bathroom though my bladder is super FULL.

Hopeless case. I need an energy booster of some sort.

I can feel no emotion towards the upcoming OCSE exam. Owh, but today I learnt about vein guttering and its relations with incompatible arteries. Yeay! Thanks Idah for pushing my lazy brain to think!

Had to answer Sarah's (the intern) bleeps (twice!) and I like it! Honestly, I am SO a professional - someone could hire me as secretary. Teehee..

Quoted from Nora: "I love our little attachment group!"

Labels: attachments, friendship, life, love

It had been a while since-anything. My heart is dying..at least I feel like it. Looking ahead, I'd still look back to nowhere.

I cried in the train to Wien. I've shed too many tears that night, my eyes could cry no more.

Did I do the right thing?

Labels: life, love, trip

Cos Tonight I Need A Friend

It happened so quick that I was barely breathing...and when it ended tears just rushing down..unstoppable. Gushing down like the heavy rain outside..

I've fallen in love and now I am paying the price; I've lost my best friend in this wild game of hearts.

Wish my heart could be as cold as the weather.

Labels: friendship, life, love

WHATever

Out of boredom, I drew this today - from scratch. After a while, I began to ponder - to the point of which I became profoundly worried. Do I need one so much? Amira, Belle and I once had this girlish conversation about relationships. Belle said that she pities those who already found the love of their lives but cannot be together and live happily ever after - due to some circumstances. Amira pointed out that it's natural to have this urge to get marry, settle down and have the cutest kids ever. Yes, really.

At twenty-two years of age; and having wrinkles creeping up my face, I sometimes worried about myself "am I going to end up as an old maid?".

Well, who knows the answer to that question right?! I might just rest this issue for a while until the time comes when I feel so insecure and ramble about it - again.

p/s: Happy birthday ESTHER!

Labels: friendship, life, love

*major HEADACHE*

A: Does Farah has a boyfriend?
B: *smile*
A: No, she wouldn't because she fancies @&A^ so much!

Hours later;
Me: Hahahahahaha!!

Labels: love

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