b Purely Gibberish: May 2006

Monday, May 29, 2006

"Farah's Existing Situation"

"Active, but feels that insufficient progress or reward is being made for the effort exerted. "

This is part of the result on my personality test...I just want to laugh.

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

This is Just Depressing

What am I feeling right now is, as if I'm trapped in a deep, never-ending black hole and I can never come out. Please, get me out of this place. The darkness surrounds me completely. I am totally alone. I can hear nothing except my own shivering voice.

I need someone to cheer me up. Not another face that look worried and tired and I am sick of it all. I can't afford another pressure of else I might shatter to pieces. I need someone to tell me that it's okay to fail sometimes. I need someone to tell me that failing means that you are behaving like other normal human being. I need someone to slap my face and drag me back down to earth. I need someone to hug. I need a shoulder to cry on. I need someone who can listen and understands. I need someone to remind me that every cloud has a silver lining. I need..........to relax?

Oh come on, take it easy will you(I mean me)? It's just another oral exam. Haha! The actual problem is that I have an oral exam tomorrow. It's Biochemistry, the least subject that I ever take into consideration throughout the 2nd year. It's one of my worst nightmare, after Physiology and Additional Mathematics.

Fingers crossed,I've prepared for the worst and I am definitely hoping for the best.

Friday, May 26, 2006

Plain lazy, that's all....hehehehe

Remember when I can't wait to get the exam over and done with so I can do whatever I want, whenever I want. Well, practically the exam is 90% done. Just one more oral exam and it'll be over. Finished the last written paper a week ago. Basically, I did nothing after that. Eventhough I had planned everything like ; I want to wash my shoes after the final paper, I didn't do it. I was just plain lazy.

Even now I am too lazy to write anything here (though I have tons of stuff to talk about). Later folks. Let me drown in my laziness first ok! When I am too lazy to feel lazy I'll do a proper update. =)

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Been out there somewhere.

It is hard when you still have another exam coming and other people had finished theirs. Lately when I went to the library, I often saw people with big bags (presumably they are going back home) walking around college, saying farewell to their friends and off they went happily, no worries whatsoever. Just ONE more paper, and I'll be looking like them. Hopefully, I didn't mess up with this coming physiology paper...or else....it'll haunt me throughout the summer.

Often these days, my mind drifted to the time after the exams, especially when I am concentrating on my note. Things I'll be doing, places I'll be going, people I'll be seeing. All of that, only saperated by only single tiny mini exam sheet. My physique is just exhausted and my mind....drained. Exam had taken my life away! (hahaha....exaggerating). Maybe, even now my mind is wandering off somewhere. Probably it had found a good companion to talk to and don't want to come back, leaving me mindlessly(hey, literally!) writing my blog. Hey MIND, come back! I am totally lost now. Let's join the body here worrying about the exam!! Oiii...where are you??

Excuse me, I need to find my MIND now. Talk to you later.

Note: I found my MIND seconds later. It was wandering back home to Malaysia, today is my baby brother's birthday... Miss him so much! Below: picture of him from last year. Bet he is taller now, a year later. I want to fly back home.. U_U....sad...

Monday, May 08, 2006

Can't resist the temptation..

I have Biochemistry exam tomorrow. I should be reading my notes or past years paper or whatever. Ahh...I need a break. Writing a blog entry can be considered as a break right?

What am I doing taking my own photos?? OMG I am so wanted to go out and take pictures but I can't!! So, the only interesting subject and within reach is ME. Hehehe....so much for an excuse. Anyway, I am just bored with this DNA, PCR, Nitrogen metabolism and stuff...so, this is how I look when I am bored. I look bored. =P

Now, back to Lipid and Membranes...ahh well, just one more paper after tomorrow...I might as well work my a** for it yah!

Note: currently listening to 'Love won't Wait' by Gary Barlow. I love this song as well! Manage to lift my spirit up up and away!! Lalalallala....love won't wait~

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Ohh I am So tired

Two papers left for the finals, Biochemistry and Physiology. Then, I'll have all the time in the world to do anything that I like! Can't wait. Exams are fine, but if you have too much of it...you'll feel sick. Probably I am the only one who is feeling sick. Hahahaha!

When the exam is over, I'll be on my way to Munich and then fly back home!!! Can't wait to look at Mom's face when I arrived. I told her that I won't be coming back for the summer, and she believed me. Hehehe... So, surprise Mom!!

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Wir Sind Helden - Nur Ein WortAlbum: "Von Hier An Blind" (2005)
Ich sehe, dass du denkst
Ich denke dass du fühlst
Ich fühle dass du willst
aber ich hör dich nicht ich

hab mir ein Wörterbuch geliehen
dir A bis Z ins Ohr geschrieen
Ich stapel tausend wirre Worte auf
die dich am Ärmel ziehen

Und wo du hingehen willst
Ich häng an deinen Beinen
Wenn du schon auf den Mund fallen musst
Warum dann nicht auf meinen

Oh bitte gib mir nur ein Wort
Bitte gib mir nur ein Oh
Bitte gib mir nur ein
Bitte bitte gib mir nur ein Wort

Es ist verrückt wie schön du schweigst
Wie du dein hübsches Köpfchen neigst
Und so der ganzen lauten Welt und mir
die kalte Schulter zeigst

Dein Schweigen ist dein Zelt
Du stellst es mitten in die Welt

Spannst die Schnüre und staunst stumm wenn
Nachts ein Mädchen drüber fällt

Zu deinen Füssen red ich mich
um Kopf und Kragen
Ich will in deine tiefen Wasser
Große Wellen schlagen

Oh bitte gib mir nur ein Wort
In meinem Blut werfen die Endorphine Blasen
Wenn hinter deinen stillen
Hasenaugen die Gedanken rasen