I know I've been less dramatic lately, maybe due to the fact that I am still not recruited to any movie production after showing my fullblown talent on "LADIES NIGHT". ( I am still loud though- I think it's encoded in my XX chromosomes). Having to live in serenity the past few months, I somehow managed to forget how's it like to feel the evilness in my soul. Alas, this tranquility doesn't last that long. I finally went down last night. The devil that had been banging on my door since a fortnight ago had finally found a secret key and manage to gain entry and poison my poor heart- I went down like a complete moronic slave to my own rage - and felt like a complete fool. I can still hear the devil laughing...
Trying to mend the wound, I've caused another. I am a total mess. I should be left alone to live in a desert. Haihh..
But I want a baby - first. (what???)
Okay, today I found out that my two other bff are PREGNANT!!!!!!!
And I am nowhere near getting myself a husband. Ouff, I sounded desperate but could not care less. I WANT A HUSBAND OF MY OWN!!! Haha.
Point taken everyone? What are you waiting for?? Help me find one SOON!
p/s: please make sure that he is willing to live with me in the desert.