b Purely Gibberish: July 2007

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Looking Good, Good Looking!! ;)

When I arrived home on Tuesday morning, I was curious to see Double Snickers bar lying on the floor. Obviously someone put it through the letter box - but W H O? And W H Y?? Heh, it turns out that Dalila went to my place the day before and found out that I wasn't around so she decided to leave some souvenir. Hehe...arigatou dear Dalila! So kawaii!! (~ _^)

Just now I was solely walking back from Ain's place - taking my time, enjoying the view and the breeze. As I pass by in front of UCHG I thought I saw Dr Floyd crossing the road in front of me. But when I look carefully it wasn't him. None of his features resembled Dr. Floyd maybe except for his height...sigh.. I was so disappointed. I walked further down the road and saw someone rather familiar...(NOT Dr. Floyd this time)..but Dr. Andrew! As I came near him, he looked at me and I thought I saw his face look rather surprised - he smiled rather teasingly not a second later! OMG! He remembers me!!! He look so nice-probably just had a shower because his hair is wet. When the wind blew his hair across his forehead- I just drool. He wore a pair of jeans and brown jacket. I was so surprised and end up said nothing to him- how I wish I'd say "Hello" instead of just walking pass him. Haihhh!! I'll regret this for a very long time!

Anyway, I will be going to Dublin tomorrow to babysit 2 sweethearts - Kak Adib's sons. Will not be around Galway for 3 weeks. Heh. I will miss Ain and Shak and those lovely cinnamon rolls - Shak's specialty. Haihh..

Later folks!

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Is It?

Whenever I walk pass by the corridor between St. Enda's/St. Anthony wards I couldn't help but to think about Dr. Floyd. So, does that mean I miss him? Heh. I think I did see him a few weeks ago in the OPD building. My heart did a back flip - twice! So, I do miss him don't I?

The other day when we had the seafood BBQ in Snipe Lawn (sponsored by the rich Interns), Kak Wan did mentioned about her last day with the Urology team. They all praised Kak Wan as being the most hardworking intern they've ever laid their eyes on. And Dr. M Floyd asked her if she had a good time working with them. Kak Wan having had a crush on Dr. Floyd immediately answered "yes"; but I think she really did enjoy working with the team. Dr. Floyd abruptly questioned her sincerity on giving such unexpected answer as he thought why the heck she should enjoyed herself working with the Urology team! Haha.

Later, Dr. Ivor took a picture of a bottle of Kak Wan's favourite beverage i.e. 'Nestea' using his camera phone and said the drink would instantly remind him of Kak Wan. OMG, Dr. Ivor is so adorable! When they were having group picture taken, he immediately said he wanted to stand beside Kak Wan and he did! Hehe..Dr. Ivor is so kawaii~ But still, I like Dr. Floyd a little bit more. =)

Thursday, July 19, 2007


Currently listening to my list of '2006 summer songs' and swimming in old emotions, did feel like summer last year. Hmm...today last year, I can't remember what I did..ohh wait, I came back to KL from Sabah and then straight to my hometown in Johore.

Sigh...wonder what everyone back home is doing now.

A year later, all grown up? Maybe... Yeah, I've learned "suki desu" (japanese term, "to like") someone, got my heart broken too..hehe..I was too eager, immature, demanding and too forward perhaps. He never once mentioned about his feelings until the very end. Hmm..never mind. But, lately I've been getting this call from "anonymous" number, sometimes I wish it was him. Teehee.. I wish!

Well, this feelings reminded me of one more thing! This time around, a year ago..he called me in the middle of the night and made me giggled like mad..hehe..

Hmm...chotto matte kudasai..haihh.. never mind...

Good night everyone!

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Monday, July 16, 2007

Good Song!

Heal Over
Artist(Band):KT Tunstall

It isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are
Doesn't take a genius to realise
That sometimes life is hard
It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday

And I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
That these feelings are in the past
You know it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
Because pain's built to last
Everybody sails alone
But we can travel side by side
Even if you fail
You know that no one really minds

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday

Don't hold on but don't let go
I know it's so hard
You've got to try to trust yourself
I know it's so hard, so hard

Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday

Yeah you're gonna heal over

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Determination And Hard Work.

What am I up to today? Hehe...cleaning up and mowing my backyard of course~ I've been putting it on hold since last month. The backyard already looks like a jungle - yes, that bad. If there were snakes in Ireland I believe my backyard would be a lovely sanctuary for them. Since today the sun shine gloriously and I just couldn't sit around doing nothing (like usual).


21st century machinery!


happy me ;)

After 4 hours of hard labour, being viciously bitten by red ants, hands full of blisters, an hour in the shower; now I'm feeling like all my limbs could be detached from their sockets and my back is killing me. Ouwwchh... I need a masseuse, please.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007


Found out about something today - I've been deleted from your longgggg list of friends. Gosh, I was shocked...but somehow I wasn't angry - at all. So, it's official that we're thru as friends I presume. As long as you're happy - neh! Arigatou for everything, you've been so good to me all these while; I think I'll miss you and your wicked smile. Been saying goodbye all these while, I thought I was prepared for it. Never thought I'd still feel sad. Ja ne~!

Anyway, one of my friend was crying her heart out today - broken hearted. For hours I've been thinking about all sorts of things I want to say to make her feel better. Things like, "You deserve better"; " I hope he rot in hell"; "Things will be okay"; "Every cloud has a silver lining". You know, things like that. That sorts of stuff you watch in the drama - all the motivational quotes that'll make the character becoming a stronger person. But this isn't any drama. I couldn't say "CUT!" in the middle of my sentences and redo my lines. I couldn't delete any of the scene and forgot all about it. What I say matters, she's in pain... In the end I said nothing of a great wisdom to her. What I managed to say was, "I hate growing up...". I feel useless.

I need a motivational quote myself. "La-Tahzan".


Sunday, July 08, 2007

Vie. Rhapsody.

It's already written in our history. I'm your mistake, you're my carelessness. We regret the day we came to know each other. I've been having nightmares. Sometimes late at night I'd be tossing and turning - thinking; should I give you a call?

Confusing. Tiring.

Well, I don't know about you but sometimes I would just stare at the screen of my computer and look at your name (pathetic-I know). "What's with the long face?", I'd ask myself. I'd shrug my shoulders and say..."well, sometimes I do miss being careless".

Read between the lines. I miss you.

Sunday, July 01, 2007


Tonight my heart sings the blues..

"Other Side Of The World"

Over the sea and far away
She's waiting like an iceberg
Waiting to change
But she's cold inside
She wants to be like the water

All the muscles tighten in her face
Buries her soul in one embrace
They're one and the same
Just like water

The fire fades away
Most of everyday
Is full of tired excuses
But it's to hard to say
I wish it were simple
But we give up easily
You're close enough to see that
You're the other side of the world to me

On comes the panic light
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike
But the time has come
To move along

The fire fades away

Can you help me
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore

The fire fades away