b Purely Gibberish: October 2008

Monday, October 27, 2008

Goodbyes (The Saddest Word) - Celine Dion


Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

and Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you gave will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma,
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...
Goodbye..


This song is dedicated to my dearest Mum. I miss you so much!!!


Saturday, October 25, 2008


It is unwise to indulge in retail therapy session when the whole nation suffers from financial meltdown.

But it is more unwise to prevent a girl from doing so- as she may bite you in the head instead!
*wink*

Above pic - a new jacket from the so-called-retail-therapy. Teehee~

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This is so unexpected. I LOVE!

Monday, October 13, 2008

All By Myself - Not?


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Originally uploaded by farahnadiah

By the end of this month I'll be 23 years old. Wow. TWENTY-THREE. OLD. Having zero experience in the love department all these while makes me think - am I really that severe?

At present there is a potential loophole for my dramatic escapade - an offer of which IF accepted might get me walking about that seemingly greener grass on the other side.

Am I ready for it all?

Ahhh...now that's a question that needs a really serious answer.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

That's It!

I am getting less and less inspired - photography wise. I PURELY hate my recent collections. Everything is so fake and lifeless. I am missing the spirit, the event, the passion in every photo. Each and every one of them reflects what I am feeling inside. Dull and depressed.

I REALLY need that person - that most important person who coaches me through every single photo I used to be proud of. That person who inspires.

Encik, please please please.

Jump over that fence and save me.

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Thursday, October 02, 2008


Everyone had come up with a few differential diagnosis on why I didn't want to celebrate Eid yesterday. Oh thanks, I didn't realize that you guys really care!

So the DDs are:
PCOS
Depression
PMS
Anxiety Disorder

Haha..right now the closest right hit is the PMS coz today is apparently day one of my cycle. Mystery solved? Hmm...perhaps *wink*

Wednesday, October 01, 2008


So what if I couldn't care less about it all? The sky is dark and gloomy, so as my mood.

To my dearest Nora, I don't know how you did it but you've always manage to see what's underneath this smiling mask. I love you to bits. Seriously.

Mum, we need to talk. Heart to heart. I miss you so much.


Oh, Selamat Hari Raya. I guess..