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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Mari Belajar Bahasa German

Nowadays I'm so busy hanging out with the German students. At one point, I was thinking - every year (without failing) I've been spending my holidays in Germany..finally I got to know some German people - in Galway. Buat penat aje ulang alik Germany selama ni. LoL.

Anyway, this friday we'll be having a 'cooking night' proposed by my partner in crime dalam team neurology - cik Katharina. Setelah penat mencari resipi - I had decided to make "Satay Goreng". Harap menjadi. Batch percubaan sedang diperap dalam peti ais. Esok harus saye berbuka satay. Weeee~

Oh, and I went to Aran Island again!! (ni dah empat/lima kali kot, I've lost count). It was me and the other 4 German students. Eventhough I've known the place like the back of my hand, I still love Aran Island. The rain shower we had that day was just marvelous; when the rain stops everything looked gorgeously dreamy-like(so hard to describe). One more adventurous moment we had besides cycling uphill sampai cabut kaki was when I became really hypo and nearly collapse. In less than one second, help came in a form of white chocolates. Read between the lines.Thank you Elena!

One thing that made me want to bang my head on the wall was, I brought my camera with me - WITHOUT the battery. *ketuk kepala*

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Of Life, Friendship and Love

Trip to Germany had lead to many good things.

Of Love
I have finally found the so-much-needed inner peace - I now firmly believe that I am worthy of someone something better. I was so surprised that in the end I did not cry in front of him as I've had expected/feared for so many days. Our meetings had actually calmed the anguish I've had over these few months. I no longer hate myself unnecessarily - used to blame myself for being so immature and indecisive. And neither did I accuse him responsible for keeping me in the dark all these while - for letting me go when I needed him the most. In the end it was for the best. Time for me to look ahead and leave the past as it is. I wish him all the best for the future. Selamat berbahagia dengan teman hatimu! =)

Of Friendship
I had Isyqi for myself (finally!!) for three days. We exchanged stories and tales - about her, him, me, us, our Mr seventy-percents, them and everything under the sun. How I wish time would stop there and then so we could continue chatting. How I wish I could just stay there a bit longer. The countless trips to Aldstadt, the walk in the park, that spontaneous decision to go to Bamberg, all the shared laughter and wishes. Enormous amounts of secrets finally unburdened from our shoulders. I will treasure each and every little moment we spent together. Isyqi, I love you to bits. Thank you for the "doof tasse" and that special something inside - discovered hours after I arrived home. Thank you for spending countless hours with me, if only you'd knew how precious I felt each time you smiled at me. If only you'd knew how hard it was to climb on that train and leave you behind. Saya sayangggggg kamu Isyqi!


Of life
Many things I've discovered - about life generally. All these while I thought I'd never move on and too hard headed to change anyway. Many feared that this trip would drag me back to the endless black hole of misery; or at the very least crushes my pride to pieces. It did none. I realised that I've matured to yet another level and I owe it to everyone around me. Thank you Allah for sending Your love through these people. (To Aimee and Najmi: I WOULD definitely remember all of you in 50 years time - InsyaAllah kalau tak kene Alzheimer - that's how significant you guys are!) I can't believe all the advices that got into my stubborn head. Terima kasih semua!

So in summary I am HAPPY, contented, grateful, BLESSED and so much LOVED by everyone around me but usually I am so self-centered to realize this. Sorry.

Saya saaaayaaannng kamu semuaaaa!!

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Monday, November 10, 2008

Too Much Time to Be Wasted (not)

Okay, I've got to be honest. I am actually missing those pregnant bellies! Seriously, how will I cope with the mental wards, surrounded with depressed people and panic buttons(just in case). Can I please push MY panic button so that everyone will come and help? Teehee.. Send me over to those midwives, I don't mind pulling some hairs to get 100 more deliveries.

Intan said I can ask about our status indirectly. I am getting anxious as the text are getting more frequent. What does that mean? But to ask that person directly/indirectly...alamak maluuuuuuuuunye ("ohhhh..i feel stupid talking in bahasa!" *quote* Bwahahaha!!) Should I just keep this anxiety in my poor tummy?

This part of the world is getting colder and colder each day. I think I am going down with flu. Sore throat, aching limbs, high temp? Nooooooo..I want to go to Germany this Thursday - and I shall even if I had to wrapped myself in this thick duvet and board in that flight! Boohoooo =(

Isyqi, I am coming no matter what! And Azraai, you will get those flipflops as promised! (very determined)

Ohh..mahukah sesiapa pergi ke town bersama saya esok? *beating eyelashes*

Current situation:
Status: Sick
Mood: oh try to define it!
Lovelife: drama people dramatize everything. Bleaghh..and I am such a drama queen c(=
Financial status: wishing money will fall down from the sky *eyes rolling*

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Saturday, November 08, 2008

Random Weekend.

I am SO unpredictable.

So unpredictable that I am going to Germany this Thurs 13th Nov '08.

How about that?

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Monday, April 07, 2008

Should I Give Someone a Call?

For whatever reasons, I was unable to write much over this couple of weeks. It's not that I don't have the time or lacking ideas what to write on. I have loads of things to share but everything is just well drafted - in my head. Inevitably, all those fun stories and sweet memories end up forgotten and deleted from my cerebrum - (along with the formula to calculate velocity of a moving object in a given time which last I heard of was during Mr. Gary's physics class in the year 2004).

Haha..I feel ancient.

Anyway, my trip to Finland was thrilling, full of breath-taking-ly beautiful sceneries that fed my eyes and camera, FUN and super-duper-adventurous; highly recommended for those who wants to put their physical & mental endurance to the test. Linda was the best person to travel with (she's so well prepared!) - plus she has the upperhand for being Finnish (and a local student) in term of communication(very important) and transport fees. Unfortunately I had to pay the full price for almost everything - and I am completely broke until next month...boohoo..
Sunset in Korvala & Linda


Korvala, Finland

Cork Games - Netball - we beat all the other 5 teams - won every single game. End up as champion. Hahahaa. Should I elaborate more about it? Naaahh...I'd better not, because in the end you would say I overemphasized the whole point. Drama..DRAMA....hahahaaaa

Galway Team
The most important thing was that my dear darling Isyqi came over all the way from Germany to join in our team (our own secret weapon by the goalpost *wink*wink) - and Isyqi purposely left her things at my place so that she has a valid reason to come AGAIN! (though that puts me as the second next reason for her next visit!) Nevertheless..........yeeeeeee~~ I'm looking forward to seeing you!! =) =) =)

So in summary;
Attachments: two case reports in three weeks...ahhhhhhhhh......................
Classes: interesting, but somehow failed to tempt me
Financial status: read the above sentence (in bold)
Love-life: dead as usual
Mood: Wicked

"Work spares us from three evils: boredom, vice, and need."

Voltaire

..ohh, seems I don't need to call anyone because I have loads of work to do! =)

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Saturday, March 01, 2008

Trip Around the World.

I am off to Finland in 19 days!~ How cool is that? I don't know 'bout ye but I've been wanting to go there ever since I found out about Kimi Raikkonnen. Hahaha! And the reason that I want to go to Germany(and have been there 3 times now) when I was 16 is because I am a big fan of Michael Schumacher and Nick Heidfeld! So unimaginative - I KNOW~! I better not fancy anyone from...err.. heh, nevermind.

Anyway, I am not about complaining after the exams so far. Honestly, I am not doing VERY well but you could never penalized the system for their INABLILITIES (??) to ONLY include questions on the topics you've read about. It's about fairness isn't it?
So, stop whining and study harder! (reminder to oneself)

Off topic: I used to fancy Prince William (yeah, him being A gorgeous PRINCE and always outshine his 'lil brother) but lately I began to admire Prince Harry even more..just because.
Oh, does that means - my next destinations to visit should include Buckingham Palace? Hehehehe..People kept giving me the same "utter-shocked" look whenever I said I haven't been to London. I know London is just an hour away by plane. It's not that I didn't want to go, it's just...just...just because.

Hope everyone will have a great March =)

If only I could get my hands on that D80..

Peace.

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

It had been a while since-anything. My heart is dying..at least I feel like it. Looking ahead, I'd still look back to nowhere.

I cried in the train to Wien. I've shed too many tears that night, my eyes could cry no more.

Did I do the right thing?

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Let me OFF, let me OFF!!

Okay, practically I am BROKE after 2 weeks of holidays and one fine 'boxing day'. Heh.

Everyone is entitled to their own political views. I am getting tired of them all. Can I say, I DON'T CARE (?).

I don't want to go back to Galway- just yet.

Mum, Dad.. I miss you.

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Friday, December 14, 2007

Attachments, Gaelic Football and Ger Fla.

Well, I couldn't say much about attachments because I didn't go at all this week, I was TOO LAZY. I miss Dr JT though...

Gaelic football on Wednesday was fun with the capital "F". The other team took the game seriously, with their green jerseys and giant players. Showing off their skills minutes before the game, I was a bit reluctant to join in. Our team was more diverse, with few girls which added to the girl-power effect! During the game I heard Aine was saying to a boy from the other team, " I am a girl! Don't touch me!!" and off she went with the ball undisturbed. Hahaha... being a girl in men-dominated-territory do have some advantages. Honestly, I wasn't really doing anything on the field but because I was the only foreigner in the team, everyone gave too much support and even the opponents didn't do much to take the ball away from my hands. Teehee..I should've run towards the goal with the ball instead of passing it to someone else. Maybe they would consider it as a 'goal' since I don't know how the game works in the first place. Oooohh..bad thoughts.. :p All and all, it was a great experience and I really appreciate all the people who came to give their support. *tears*

Anyway, I was 30 minutes late for the meeting with Ger Fla today and my hands were so cold as I waited outside his office. I was too scared to find out what exactly he thinks of me - well, because of the fact that him being genius and everything. Ayesha found me in such state she pointed that I look like "a cat that is about to give birth". Restless. Well, it turn out fine. He gave evaluation of my performance so far and we talked about the holiday and all. Minutes later, I bid him farewell and wish him happy holiday and stuff. Pfffuuhh..

I was on the phone with Nora and both of us realized that we will not see each other until next year. Awhh..we didn't have a proper farewell. She wants me to send her "Happy Christmas" text in Irish when the time comes..and before I hang up she said something that brought tears to my eyes. "Don't let any boys made you sad, Farah".

Lately almost everyone I knew seems to fall out of love. Hmmm...ohh well.

Happy holiday everyone!

p/s: thanks Amira for all the lovely photos!

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Friday, March 23, 2007

For the Love of Traveling!

This, is part of my bedroom wall - covered with postcards I've collected throughout my journey so far. I miss traveling so much. This whole clinical year thingy is taking too much of my time (okay, a little bit exaggerated), sometimes I forgot what it was like to be halfway across the world, climbing mountains or even just walking to Salthill like I used to. I'd do anything to have that moment when I can pack my bag and flying out of Galway for an adventure.

But then again, Dr. Adrian and Dr. O'Brien look eager to have us walking around the wards in the next two months. Well, perhaps adventure can wait. Besides, who said hospital couldn't provide a bit of fun? Shame on you! Surely it could!!

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Monday, June 12, 2006

Leaving tomorrow.....*sigh*

Going back to Ireland tomorrow. My vacation in Germany and Austria had been a blast so far. It's not just about the place. It's more. It's everything about this place. The people we met along the way, the experience is just...I can't find a word to describe it. It's wonderful.

I am going to miss this place, alot.

The final exam reesult will be out in three more days. I feel like jumping out of the window. Perhaps not. Hehehe.. =D

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

Picnic? GREAT!!

Went to Salthill for a little 'family' picnic yesterday. Woohooo!! It was fun! Like duck to water, we enjoyed the cold clear water of salthil beach more than anyone else who were there yesterday. Mandi pantai(beach bathing) Malaysian style! Just look at the photos. I need not to say much =).Walking from Rumah Ketat in Cedarwood road(or something like that), we took the road through some of the loveliest looking neighbourhood in Galway. Most of the time I felt like walking in the O.C. drama set. We arrived at the beach around 5 pm-quite late actually, seeing a lot of other people were already leaving the place, but there were some still coming. Who can resist the temptation of cool breeze and refreshing crystal clear water in this hot blazing sun? I know I couldn't. We ate the sandwich and fried pasta(italian-malaysian cuisine in one plate!),whilst enjoying the great scenery.

At about 6 pm, everybody started changing to their so called 'swimming attire', and wooshhh we went to the water!! It was as cold as ice! Brrrr...They were shivering and I just laugh. If you ask me, I'd say it wasn't that cold...teeheee....because I only get the water up to my thigh, but the others - well, those daredevil were 'swimming' for godness sake! We took some photos and videos. Jali didn't want to get into the water at first, but Aimee and the others had other plan for him. All I can say is, they-and especially Aimee had him soak all thru at the end. Ngehngehngeh....and that just left me, the only one who's still dry and warm. Thanks to those cameras I had to hold or else I'd be pulled into the water too... :P
After cruciating hours in the water, they couldn't take the coldness and shivering anymore...hehehee..so, we went out of the water to change back to dry warm clothes. ouuhhh....what a relief! Aimee and I went to Mocha Bean to get ourselves some coffee and errr.. ice-cream? Teeheee...yup, ice-cream. I thought I mentioned cold and shivering just now? Oh yes, I did. And Aimee had 2 ice-cream in a row! Talk about endurance. Left the beach around 7pm...tired..and sun-burnt.

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Sunday, March 26, 2006



Does anyone recognize this place? It's Cliff of Moher, Co. Galway. Ring a bell? hehehe =))

Anyway, I've got a few friends from Dublin came over yesterday. They want to go to the cliff today. Unfortunately, I think the weather is not on their side. Yesterday,it was raining heavily and today, I can see some black clouds scattered around. Hopefully, I thought wrong and they will have lovely weather in the cliff. Please please please,make their 4 hours journey from Dublin worthwhile. But I guess, no one can predict the weather in Galway. Not even locals. hahaha ;p

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