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Saturday, October 11, 2008

That's It!

I am getting less and less inspired - photography wise. I PURELY hate my recent collections. Everything is so fake and lifeless. I am missing the spirit, the event, the passion in every photo. Each and every one of them reflects what I am feeling inside. Dull and depressed.

I REALLY need that person - that most important person who coaches me through every single photo I used to be proud of. That person who inspires.

Encik, please please please.

Jump over that fence and save me.

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Headache- For all The Wrong Reason.

Okay, I've changed my mind..though D80 is soooooo pro-sumer (this is the level between amateur and professional photographers) ; D60 is somewhat similar in features and more affordable money-wise. When will I get one? WHEN I AM RICH!! HAhahahaha!

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Do I have to go back home this year Mom?

Farah, the last oral exam is just around the corner. Give yourself some extra mental exercise. Come on brain, FOCUS! *_*

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Tuesday, March 04, 2008


Clicking Ankle

Yes, my right ankle clicks! How cool is that? NOT cool at all. I twisted it during the futsal (mini football) match on Sunday and I've been limping ever since. Plus, I've had both knees bruised and torn my pants in the process. Actually the whole thing sound more absurd when I have them written down. Haha. No worries, I am surviving. Having had too many injuries I am inclined to say that the word 'accident-prone' really suits me well. I am almost definitely will fall over and hurt myself in any types of outdoor games(this actually adds up to the macho factor); I have higher tendency to bump up against things, get my sleeves caught up in door knobs - Yes, door knobs; misdirect my foot - end up kicking tables and chairs. But I assure you, I still manage to look cool 99.99% of the time.

I've shed 5 kilos without any effort. I still EAT - mind you. Actually I ate more than usual. So, it is best to say that actually exams and stresses can help you to stay in shape. Hah, but I would not recommend it to anyone if I can help it. I'd rather be 'fat and happy' than being 'slim and stressed'. Am I? But being fat could be stressful too isn't it?

Daffodils are out again - maybe one of these days I will ask Amira out to take photos.

Ohh, before I forget "Happy 2nd birthday my dear blog"~ I still can't believe it had been TWO years since I started writing. Spent some time reading my older posts - and laugh at myself - 100% of the time.

I still can't get how people would actually forward mails and whatnot - just because it says "you will die in 60 seconds if you do not forward this mail" or "the name of the person that love you will appear if you forward this mail" or the classic one "you will get 50 thousand dollars just by forwarding this mail-believe it, it had happened to me!". Come on people, money don't grow on trees and people will NOT give money around for nothing; your life and death is already written in the Luh Mahfuz and no e-mails will ever change it. Stop forwarding mails and fill up my inbox with junks. Seriously people, it annoys me.

Peace.

this vid : LOL

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Saturday, March 01, 2008

Trip Around the World.

I am off to Finland in 19 days!~ How cool is that? I don't know 'bout ye but I've been wanting to go there ever since I found out about Kimi Raikkonnen. Hahaha! And the reason that I want to go to Germany(and have been there 3 times now) when I was 16 is because I am a big fan of Michael Schumacher and Nick Heidfeld! So unimaginative - I KNOW~! I better not fancy anyone from...err.. heh, nevermind.

Anyway, I am not about complaining after the exams so far. Honestly, I am not doing VERY well but you could never penalized the system for their INABLILITIES (??) to ONLY include questions on the topics you've read about. It's about fairness isn't it?
So, stop whining and study harder! (reminder to oneself)

Off topic: I used to fancy Prince William (yeah, him being A gorgeous PRINCE and always outshine his 'lil brother) but lately I began to admire Prince Harry even more..just because.
Oh, does that means - my next destinations to visit should include Buckingham Palace? Hehehehe..People kept giving me the same "utter-shocked" look whenever I said I haven't been to London. I know London is just an hour away by plane. It's not that I didn't want to go, it's just...just...just because.

Hope everyone will have a great March =)

If only I could get my hands on that D80..

Peace.

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Friday, December 14, 2007

Attachments, Gaelic Football and Ger Fla.

Well, I couldn't say much about attachments because I didn't go at all this week, I was TOO LAZY. I miss Dr JT though...

Gaelic football on Wednesday was fun with the capital "F". The other team took the game seriously, with their green jerseys and giant players. Showing off their skills minutes before the game, I was a bit reluctant to join in. Our team was more diverse, with few girls which added to the girl-power effect! During the game I heard Aine was saying to a boy from the other team, " I am a girl! Don't touch me!!" and off she went with the ball undisturbed. Hahaha... being a girl in men-dominated-territory do have some advantages. Honestly, I wasn't really doing anything on the field but because I was the only foreigner in the team, everyone gave too much support and even the opponents didn't do much to take the ball away from my hands. Teehee..I should've run towards the goal with the ball instead of passing it to someone else. Maybe they would consider it as a 'goal' since I don't know how the game works in the first place. Oooohh..bad thoughts.. :p All and all, it was a great experience and I really appreciate all the people who came to give their support. *tears*

Anyway, I was 30 minutes late for the meeting with Ger Fla today and my hands were so cold as I waited outside his office. I was too scared to find out what exactly he thinks of me - well, because of the fact that him being genius and everything. Ayesha found me in such state she pointed that I look like "a cat that is about to give birth". Restless. Well, it turn out fine. He gave evaluation of my performance so far and we talked about the holiday and all. Minutes later, I bid him farewell and wish him happy holiday and stuff. Pfffuuhh..

I was on the phone with Nora and both of us realized that we will not see each other until next year. Awhh..we didn't have a proper farewell. She wants me to send her "Happy Christmas" text in Irish when the time comes..and before I hang up she said something that brought tears to my eyes. "Don't let any boys made you sad, Farah".

Lately almost everyone I knew seems to fall out of love. Hmmm...ohh well.

Happy holiday everyone!

p/s: thanks Amira for all the lovely photos!

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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Dear Diary.

"I wanna talk to him again...but..
whenever he is with his friends
he keeps trying to pretend
but I've already see
the way he feels for me...."

M2M ::Dear Diary::

Location: Killarney national Park, Co. Kerry.

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Friday, March 03, 2006

I want to include this in the previous entry but failed..haha! crap blogger me =)) anyway, these are some of the pictures i took with my camera. i am proud of these as well as my camera (how many time have i mention that?)...hahaha...anyone who is reading this at this point, either will think i am too much into myself and my stuff, or simply think i am a nutcase..

Anyway, i am a new blogger. probably will get sick of blogging in no time. Why am i doing this in the first place is just to satisfy my inner hunger to tell someone *ehem*ehem...anyone..what's in my mind, but indirectly...hihihi ;p Fancy way of doing it eh? That's what you have to do when you are not outspoken.

Enough for today, got to write some report about DNA. Posted by Picasa

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I've always wanted to take pictures...i can still remember the first time i ever hold a camera in my hands, it was my friends'. I was twelve. Both of my hands were trembling as i grab the camera. I was so terrified, yet eager to discover my ability to operate the tiny gadget that was resting silently in my hands. The first picture i took wasn't that good, it was a picture of my friend. It was, the purpose of me being given that camera so i can take a picture of her in the first place! hehe =) Anyway, i blame the technology for not having digital camera invented yet, or i'm pretty sure i could take a nice picture of her and save myself from being nagged,but probably a digital camera will cost us millions during those days,darn! =)

I own a camera now, first camera of my own. And i am proud of it. It is not as fancy as any National Geographic photographers' would have, but it can take pictures ya'll. Really beautiful pictures. And i am proud of it. hehe...enough about camera i think.

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