Recollection.
Okay, maybe I was a bit 'too emotional' the other day. I can't handle stressors that well, I guess. Maybe I've been spending too much time lying around in my comfort zone...and the thought of giving it up, is just too painful. Bad. I should not feel that way at all knowing that I will not live in this world forever. Yet there I was, crying and breaking apart just because I am AFRAID of losing what I have right now. That is clearly a very 'worldly-perception'.
I wish I could turn back the time. If I'd known then how embarrassed I would be looking at you right now, I would definitely say yes to your proposal. Embarrassment would not be the only reason. To think it over, maybe that is what I need. Allah is answering my prayers... 'Ihdinas-Siraatal-Mustaqiim- (1:5) ....so, why am I running away from it?
Okay, maybe I was a bit 'too emotional' the other day. I can't handle stressors that well, I guess. Maybe I've been spending too much time lying around in my comfort zone...and the thought of giving it up, is just too painful. Bad. I should not feel that way at all knowing that I will not live in this world forever. Yet there I was, crying and breaking apart just because I am AFRAID of losing what I have right now. That is clearly a very 'worldly-perception'.
I wish I could turn back the time. If I'd known then how embarrassed I would be looking at you right now, I would definitely say yes to your proposal. Embarrassment would not be the only reason. To think it over, maybe that is what I need. Allah is answering my prayers... 'Ihdinas-Siraatal-Mustaqiim- (1:5) ....so, why am I running away from it?
Labels: friendship, life
posted by fAraHnaDiaH at
11:27 PM
4 Comments:
every cloud has its silver lining.come2..let us seek d silver lining together :) caraNya memberi kebaikan ialah memberi kesusahan dahulu.insyaAllah btl la statement i itu.heee
Hehe..cik pembuang rubbish, thanks for d advice yah! Mari2 cari silver lining kiter =)
wujud lagi rupenye blog ko nih.... sejak biler tukar nadiahnurdin nih...
ohhh encik jawe,
mmg aku ade je cume ingin sdikit privasi. maka tukarla. slamat dtg ke page aku. =)
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