b Purely Gibberish: July 2010

Sunday, July 25, 2010


My body is trying its best to tell me that I'm stress up. I've lost 3 kgs in the last week. IMB (no need to say much on that). Eczema, OMG itchyyyy!! My hair is falling all over the place. Pimplesssssssssss!!!! Ughhh! When this 'on-take' week is over I am certain that I'd end up looking like gollum. With pimples. Certain.

And mum is not helping by keep pushing me to find myself A-LIFE-PARTNER soon; like good + good looking men are easily found in abundance? She kept comparing me and my sister (who is now blissfully married) and that just tipped me off. I can take anything except being compared to my sister!! I literally cried and finally threatened her that I've determined to live by myself - forever. Though it's quite unnerving saying things like that (like what if that actually happens??) I just could not help it. Sorry mum, your daughter is throwing yet another childish tantrum.

boohoo.

posted by fAraHnaDiaH at 10:25 PM 3 Comments

Sunday, July 18, 2010

I have Ugly Feet But It's None Of Your Business

I've a good feeling that my presentation (which is no where near finishing) would end up being criticized (like in a bad way) this Monday. And all hell breaks loose since Mr Consultant is back from his 2 weeks hols! Not looking forward to work. Ughhhhhhh~

Yeah, I'm in SULKY mood this week. The house is still in a mess. Boxes everywhere. Dirty plates in the sink. More boxes. Paper bags. Table lamps. A MESS!

I want Liz's apartment. One double room to fit everything, one bathroom, kitchen and living room. I don't mind paying 500 eu as long as I'm happy! My current room is smaller than the one I had in Galway but I'm paying MORE for LESS space. WTH?!

AND WHERE IS MY IPOD SHUFFLE???????? GRRRRRRR
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Be Mine Lyrics (Robyn Cover with Erik Hassle)

It's a good thing tears never show in the pouring rain
As if a good thing ever could make up for all the pain
There'll be no last chance to promise to never mess it up again
Just a sweet pain of watching your back as you walk
As I'm watching you walk away

And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said

It's a cruel thing you'll never know all the ways I tried
It's a hard thing faking a smile when I feel like I'm falling apart inside

And now you're gone it's like an echo in my head
And I remember every word you said

And you never were
and you never will be mine
No you were never were
and you never will be mine

For the first time there is no mercy in your eyes
And the cold winds hitting my face and you're gone
And you're walking away, away
And I am helpless sometimes
Wishing's just no good
Cause you don't see me like I wish you would

Cause you never were and you never will be mine
No you never were and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize every time we meet
But you always keep passing me by
But you never were and you never will be mine
No you were never were and you never will be mine

There's a moment to seize every time that we meet
But you always keep passing me by
But you never were and you never will be mine


posted by fAraHnaDiaH at 1:23 AM 4 Comments