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Monday, April 28, 2014


Listening to Miss Norah Jones - What am I to You. Sudden gush of emotions flooding in. I can't help but to think about how I wanted to sing these lyrics to you back then. To make you understand how painful it was when I was being tucked in the dark, silent corner.

We have come a long way; you and I. From the years of innocence and painful ignorance, to these days of laughter and love.

Thinking back, we went through really long winding road. One that I would travel again and again if it means I can be with you.

Dear husband, thank you for being the most loving soul mate, best friend and father to our child.

Thank you for being patient for when the anger turns the day bitter.

Thank you for sharing your smile and warm embrace, a shoulder to cry on.

Thank you for being THE ONE. The ONLY one in shaa Allah.

I love you with all my heart.

Happy anniversary.

To thousand more years of you and I.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Encik husband, thank you for looking after the little munchkin! Love you.

Tuesday, October 02, 2012

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Yeah i m supposed to be oncall this evening..Well I AM oncall this evening. Having a bit of free time at the moment and my head is just bursting with ideas. Typical after coffee effect. Or in-the-shower-effect.

Was in Holland last week. First honeymoon. Met husband's gaming buddy in Rotterdam. Hospitality 5 stars, manners 5 stars, attitude 5 stars. Glad we went. Really. I promised my husband to mention it in the blog. So.

Currently I am obsessed with one name. I have been googling this particular name non stop since I've been sitting in front of this computer - about 14 minutes and 58 sec to be exact. Damn. Damn.

Seeing physio for my injured shoulder tomorrow. Hoping that they would say, "you cannot be oncall for the next 4 months!!".

I don't hate calls, but I hate the anxiety attached with it. My heart doing back flips every time the bleep come off, flipping hate the feeling!

Missing husband right now and he is not answering the phone - u better have a good excuse mister!!

Friday, May 18, 2012

Seronok dah kahwin ni. Alhamdulillah.

Thursday, May 03, 2012

Alhamdulillah dah selesai majlis...Butterfreeeee dalam tummy sudah terbang pergi.. Thank you mama and papa...thank you mama and daddy...semoga restu dan doa kalian menambah barakah dalam rumah tangga kami..Ameen.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

Spent the last three days in bed with acute tonsillitis. Rigoring half of the night with pyrexia up to 40C. Kiddos now I know exactly why you look miserable when you have temperature and tonsillitis. I will not complain if I see you in ED the next time!

Was back at work today after days off work and got a surprise wedding gift from the ward staff before leaving home!!! Awwhhhhh...Love you guys xxx


Encik advised me not to say anything about the last comment. Well, Encik you know I am so stubborn. So here goes...

Dear anonymous, I sincerely apologize for causing so much pain in your heart (as well as your loved ones). I could say a lot of things to try and fix things, to make you (or even myself) feel better. Alas nothing I could say or do can change anything or make you smile and forget this ever happens. All I can say now is I am truly sorry things happen this way, not a single day goes by that I don't pray for your happiness too. Thank you for your good wishes.

Tuesday, April 03, 2012

I haven't been here for ages. I miss being a pathetic lovefool who wrote about her unrequited love.

Sad and miserable college girl who had no clue about love.

Still don't have much clue to be honest!

But heyyyyyyyy!

I am about to MARRY the person I rambled about! All these years - being miserable clueless girl/woman!

Lucky me! (cold feet and butterflies in my tummy)

Though tides are high sometimes and things are not always sweet and and "happily ever after" as the movies we both enjoy.. deep inside you should know how much I love you.

If Jonathan Travis Trager (thank you Mr A) had a fight with Sara Thomas, who would call in first I wonder?