Muaz(mid) in his old school uniform, haven't shoot him in the new ones yet...this pic so cute though!
Having a loooong holiday ( 3 months) does have its downside..I started to become very very lazy. I realized this when I had to wake up early today and get prepared to send Muaz to his new school at 7 a.m. By the way, he looks great in his school uniform, no wonder his mom was so excited about the 67 euros worth of attire since 2 days ago. Anas started school today too. So, there were only Kak Rina(the Nanny), Kak Adib(their mom), Nukman, baby Zubair (latest addition to the family) and me, at home, all morning when the two elder brothers had left for school. Honestly, I feel so empty. No fighting, no shouting, no running around after the boys, no angry faces, no arguing..(by now you must be thinking it was hell of an experience taking care of these boys)..teehee..no it wasn't that bad. When things started to get ugly between me and the boys I started saying to myself "boys will be boys" and that made me feel better-got me going sane all these while too.
Anyway, not a second ago Kak Rina told me about this girl whom she accidently discovered in "MySpace" - I don't do MySpace, don't bother looking.This girl had recently lost her beloved boyfriend - whom died after a fatal assault. She wrote about how they've loved each other, inseparable, lovey-dovey-till-death-do-us-part kinda couple. She also mentioned about how much she still loves and dearly misses him and how she would do anything to see him again..and that he is 'The One' for her (she'll never finds someone else to replace him stuff), why didn't they die together(and that'll be tragic loss for both parents)...and above all she is only 15 years old. Kak Rina cried a bit when she read the little girl's story - and I, on the other hand felt nothing towards her- no sympathy whatsoever. I don't know why because I am usually a crybaby myself especially when it's a story about love and sudden (and unwanted) separation (like this story - it's a good example of the type of story that will make me running around for a box of tissues).
Anyway, am I losing it or have I already lost it? I mean, the drive to care about love ( bf/gf kinda love) after all the unwanted experiences I've had before...hmmm.. I am only 21 years old to give a permanent "yes" to answer the question - though I really hope I am NOT - man, that'll be a tragic end to my-I've-never-had-a-boyfriend-life! THAT'll make me running around for a box of tissues!
One thing about that girls' story that touches my insights - you need to tell the people that you care about - tell them that you love them before it's too late to say anything. ( I did my part, he didn't..haha!!)-wonder how I can still joke about this .^_^
Okay, enough ramblings..remember that, I love you ALL...goodnight!
posted by fAraHnaDiaH at
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