Sejak cardiac arrest hari tu, aku tak pernah hidup tenang. There is something not right about him having SOB and 5 minutes later arrested and died. Tahulah he is already 91 with CCF, aortic stenosis w gradient on 80 mmHg and ongoing pleural effusion...but he is so well that day I couldn't believe that he arrested. Not that I am not accepting fate, but what if the arrest was preventable.. Dah la aku first on scene...what if he actually just choking on biscuits or whateverlah he was munching on that dreadful night. What if...what if...?
Haiyaa...guilt ridden sampai nak baca ACLS ni pun terbayang-bayang muka pakcik tu. Dammit! Better ring Usman and ask him whats the result of the post mortem. Aku takkan tenang selagi aku tak tahu.
posted by fAraHnaDiaH at
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